This Book, That Book: All of the Other Books I Read in (the second half of) 2024

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I love a good sequel.

Welcome to part 2 of This Book, That Book: All of the Books I’ve Read in 2024. I’m closing out the year with a review of all of the craziness I’ve read this year: the good, the bad, the tawdry, and the award winning. 

This year, my goal was to read 50 books, nearly one for each week of the year. Instead, I blew that out of the water with a whomping 62 books. 

Most of the 62 books

This list is an amalgamation of what I had to read for school, New York Times Bestsellers, and whatever I purchase off the guy who sells books on the street near my apartment. 

Hopefully, I won’t ruin any of your favorite novels while recommending you your new favorite one.

You kids enjoy…

Highlands High by Victoria Okonek– My coworker self-published a YA book that she asked me to read. It is a proper teen angst book, like if Jay Asher and Laurie Halse Anderson had a love child. It was a quick read, making it a great choice for what to buy your teenage reader.

My three favorite novels for this half of the year are:

A few honorable mentions include:

The Ghost Writer by Philip Roth
Wild Game: My Mother, Her Lover, and Me by Adrienne Brodeur
Luster by Raven Leilani

My three favorite novels of the entire year were:

The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen
Pizza Girl by Jean Kyoung Frazier

It was a year of reading about opium, incest, and mermaid sex. The whole of humanity was on display. 

Have you read any of these books? Let me know in the comments. 

Happy reading!

BTS: (ft. a beautiful cat)

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

P.S.: Check out my previous post on how I spent the holidays So This is Christmas…

So This is Christmas…

“Bah humbug”

A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens

Usually when it’s beginning to look like Christmas, this fact brings joy. Instead, once you’re an adult– and you’re no longer waiting up at night to try and get a peek at Santa– Christmas becomes more about your dwindling bank account and the family members you still haven’t bought any gifts for. 

Cats break beloved Christmas tree ornaments. Every song on the radio is either a Christmas carol from the fifties that you’ve heard a thousand times before with dated lyrics like “take a look in the five and ten” and “children will listen” or a modern pop monstrosity that is basically Silent Night with a beat behind it. 

The instinct to just get through the season takes over. 

The moment that it’s time to buy something for my family members, they suddenly become humble beggars who couldn’t possibly ask for anything, giving me no clue as to what I should buy them for Christmas. 

In the days leading up to Christmas, I want to be cocooned in a warm house, tripping over presents in my living room and drinking out of a highball. 

Instead I find myself rushing to finish work before the year ends, putting together last minute holiday cards, sniffling through a head cold, ugly crying at It’s A Wonderful Life and The Family Stone, and then wondering how I’ll ever pay down my credit card once the holidays end. I’m like a woman in a Hallmark film who needs to be taught “the reason for the season” by a guy in a flannel shirt in my hometown. 

Then Christmas day comes and the whole thing is like a pregnancy: you forget about all of the agony that came with bringing it to fruition and the whole thing suddenly is a beautiful, life-affirming experience you would do all over again. 

For me, it’s not Christmas until Linus explains the true meaning of Christmas to me. There’s nothing like a kids Christmas special that tackles seasonal depression and commercialism, like the Charlie Brown Christmas Special does. Even if you don’t think that that is the true meaning of Christmas, I always love at the end when Linus says “peace, goodwill towards men.”

Happy holidays to this queen who insisted on getting in my selfie

In all seriousness though, I love Christmas time and I love my family, who always make it special. I sat on my couch on Christmas morning, hemmed in by a bunch of really great gifts, because I am not a humble beggar who has any problem asking for what she wants. 

So happy holidays. I hope you have peace, and goodwill towards men (and women and those outside the binary).

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

P.S.: Check out how I kicked off the holiday season, when I went to go and see my first ever burlesque show.

Burlesque

Before going home for the holidays, I watched my first ever burlesque show at The Slipper Room on the Lower East Side.

It was a festive holiday burlesque show, presided over by a woman wearing a thong and knee-high socks, who was ready to show us “the reason for the season.” 

This was not the kind of burlesque show where the women wore Santa hats and have tassels hanging from their nipples, but the kind where the women do trapeze stunts over the audience.

I spent the evening with a good cocktail and a nice date, watching half-naked women fling themselves through the air like it was nothing and then unravel onto the stage. 

My favorite performer was a woman who was dressed like Eve, which is to say that she was in a nude bodysuit wrapped in fake ivy, as she swung from the rafters with an apple in her mouth while the song “MOTHER ATE” played. For those unfamiliar, MOTHER ATE contains the lyrics “crazy how the very first sin was a woman who ate” and “devoured, no crumbs left in sight.”

Another woman hung from her hair and acted like it was nothing, even though I had a headache just looking at her. 

I felt like I did when I was 14 and watched a street performer in Italy hula-hoop with a ring that was lit on fire. I was impressed by the talent and the artistry, with a dangerous sense of “I could do that.” 

“I could wind up in the hospital” is more likely. 

There was a puppet show. The poodle puppet was wearing cheetah print pants, a cheetah print coat, and black, knee-high boots. I have that exact outfit at home.

I’d had other plans for the night and seeing the burlesque show ended up being my back up. It’s not often that you think you’re going to see a movie and then end up watching women hanging from silks while a Chapell Roan song plays. 

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

Halloween 2024

“All of this has something to do with a girl named Marla Singer.”

Fight Club

Halloween when you’re a child is one night of the year and it’s the highpoint of your calendar. Halloween when you’re in college is a month of festivities every weekend once you hit October. By the end of the month, you’re pining for the next holiday. 

For Halloween this year, I went as Marla Singer from Fight Club.

My brother and I watched Fight Club when we were in middle school after we found it on TV and caught hell from our mother for being up so late watching TV. 

I read the book in high school but didn’t finish it. 

The reference photo

One of my teachers told me that it would be hard to read a book about how capitalism was destroying our society when you still listen to One Direction. 

Regardless, I went as Marla. I love a messy female character, which makes Helena Bonham-Carter’s body of work perfect every Halloween. Everyone thought that I was someone from The Devil Wears Prada or a witch of some kind. 

I made slutty brownies for the party. Slutty brownies, for those who don’t know, are brownies that have oreos and cookies in the mix. They’re indulgent, hedonistic brownies and they’re a big hit. 

The next night, I had another party to go to. The assignment was to come dressed as your favorite writer, so I went dressed as myself.

I wasn’t sure if it was iconic, cringey, or just pretentious, but I thought it was funny and easier than putting together an Edgar Allen Poe costume at the last minute.

So how did I dress to be myself?

A black turtleneck, black boots, cheetah print coat, red nails, and giant sunglasses on my head. In other words, I dressed as a parody of myself.

I also thought that there was a 90% chance that everyone else would dress like themselves as well, but no. David Foster Wallace, Nabakov, disgraced J.K. Rowling (a person wore a bag over their head), and Edgar Allen Poe, just to name a few.

Disgraced J.K. Rowling

Continuing the festivities, my friend Julia and I carved a pumpkin, whilst watching “It’s the Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown,” a proper Halloween tradition.

Olivia and I went to a party in midtown in which I knew no one there, but I nonetheless walked around, explaining my costume to everyone anyway. 

On Halloween night, I went with my roommate, who was dressed as Chef’s Kiss, and her friend, who was dressed as Reverse Cowgirl, to Columbia’s gay-straight-alliance party at a nearby bar. We spent the night getting free drinks from a bartender that was dressed as Bob Ross, and meeting people who did not get our costume references.

Then, I brought the curtain down on my Halloween season, 2024.

It wasn’t a wild Halloween filled with an in-costume bar crawl, but I did damage to my liver as part of my favorite holiday. 

I can’t wait for Halloween 2025.

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

P.S.: Read about the Halloween that I spent in Italy and went to a nightclub dressed as a character from Rocky Horror Picture Show in Creature of the Night

Vibe Fine Arts Grand Opening

There are many ways to observe that period where summer ends and your new semester begins.

One of the ways is to spend an evening at Le Bain, a nightclub that more than lives up to its name “the bath” by having a hot tub carved into the dancefloor, where fully-clothed patrons go for a dip and (possibly) contract HPV. Not really folks, calm down.

Another way is to enjoy a night of Bossa Nova and flamenco dancing, the kind that’ll maybe make you question your sexuality, at a tapas bar for your cousin’s 21st birthday.  

A final way is to go to a rooftop party with your friends from Columbia to listen to a mutual friend DJ to a crowd of interesting people.

This is what I was getting up to when I met Zac Presley, one of the curators of Vibe Fine Arts. Vibe Fine Arts is a dreamy new SoHo art gallery that would be making its debut a month later.

I hadn’t been to an event like this since I went to see Mahmoud Hamadani’s work in undergrad, so I was thrilled when I made the list for the grand opening. 

I was excited to see the artwork of Jule Waibel, a German artist who I also met at the aforementioned rooftop party, and whose work would be on display like a jewel in the crown of the art gallery (pun very much intended). When I met Jule at the party, she had her infant son strapped to her chest. When I saw her again at the opening, I found her, sans baby, standing in front of her artwork. 

She explained her pieces to me, how she made one of the paintings after her mother died and processed the grief through her art. The painting, which is of two women crying in their underwear, shows their grief and vulnerability. Stomach rolls are visible as one woman lays on the other woman’s lap and she tenderly places a hand on her friend’s back, the tears gently filling up her eyes. 

Another painting of Jule’s captures her life in Brooklyn, with a vibrant scene that brings vitality to the simple domestic task of a mother and daughter getting groceries.

Her work is beautiful and fortunately there are four pieces currently on display at the gallery that proves this. 

The gallery more than lived up to its name. There was finger food, champagne that kept flowing, and men respectfully hitting on you. I wanted to take home several of the paintings, but knew that that would mean having paintings to hang in an apartment I could no longer afford. 

The paintings weren’t the only type of art on display, as people milled around the gallery with coach bags, black sequined party dresses, and the SS22 Oscar De La Renta dress that Taylor Swift wore at the Grammys (or a really good knockoff of it). It was like walking through the style section of the Sunday New York Times.

By the end of the evening, I’d gotten a full dose of art and fashion and was ready to call it a night (by which I mean making a quick pit stop at the Marriott Marquis bar and then going to bed). 

It had been a long night and an even longer summer of me being a woman about town, acting bougie at art galleries that I had no business going to. I’d finally experienced the SoHo art scene, a thing of legend in Manhattan that I had yet to explore. Now the only things left on my New York City bucket list are the Met Gala and an Eyes Wide Shut party. (I kid).

I’ll continue spending my time exploring the SoHo art scene and going to places with “vibe” in the name, two things that have yet to fail me when searching for a good time.

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

The One Where I Got A Job– Look Out Corporate America

After much deliberation, I have decided that I am not meant to work for a living. 

I respect the lifestyle, but it’s just not for me. 

A glamorous headshot of me, taken at work

School’s back in session, so I can finally tell you all about the joys of my New York City job, how I was every inch the slick professional in chic pumps, ready to “shake up the game” or something like that. 

A few weeks ago, I completed my summer gig of working as a receptionist at a zillenial fin-tech place, having found the job through a temp agency.

Photographic evidence of me working for a living

My parents told me to apply at a temp agency, something that I believed to be a thing from their New York City days that no longer existed, like subway tokens and paying a buck 85 for your coffee. As it turns out, temp agencies are still alive and well, unlike the other facets of their New York City days, when they could afford a walk-up on practically no budget with a job that they got by checking the want-ads one afternoon.

My mother requested pics of my work clothes everyday. Here they are

Through Taylor Hodson, I got a job as a receptionist at a company that, like most people, doesn’t even have a landline. My job was primarily to greet people and to shred meaningless documents, something that they trusted a 23 year old to do perfectly. 

This was one of my first ever big girl jobs, not a part time internship that paid me minimum wage, gave me one day off a week, and let me roll in at 10 AM. Working a full forty hour work week for above minimum wage felt like graduating past that point in your school career where you get to have naptime.

A hardworking professional, as you can see

Unlike my previous part-time employment, I actually got off work feeling like I’d earned the right to a Friday afternoon happy hour drink as well as the right to yell at tourists walking three abreast on the sidewalk while I hurtled my body into my subway stop in the morning. 

I filled out an I-9, a W-2, and an NDA, before completing a sexual harassment lecture and quiz that asked real head scratchers like, “is commenting on your coworkers breasts while she’s lactating sexual harassment?”

I practiced my route to work the day before in order to ensure that I could get there in a New York Minute. Then, I did some of new-job-pregaming-rituals the night before, like watching Anne Hathaway play a plucky career woman in one of her films (The Devil Wears Prada, The Intern, etc.). She is every woman… but she is a little bit more me than the rest of you. I’m sorry, it’s the big brown eyes and the long brown hair.

I’d wake up every morning and listen to Megan Thee Stallion rap about “holding a glock in her birkin,” two things that I don’t own, before manning a desk for eight hours. 

I’d gotten a taste of rush hour traffic at my old job, but would now get to enjoy a long commute during rush hour in the middle of a heat wave. Every subway car was sardined with people, except for the one half-full car that has no air conditioning, making New Yorkers choose between personal space and heat stroke. We’re all hot and angry, trauma bonded from being jostled into each other’s half-naked bodies while sweat drips down our ass cracks. Nothing quite beats inhaling a wide range of body odors while trying to get to work on time.

This is being presided over by a conductor who was usually just as mad about it as we were and made that apparent by shouting at us to not only “STAND CLEAR OF THE CLOSING DOORS” but to “USE MORE THAN ONE OF THE DOORS” and “WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT TRAIN IF YOU DON’T FIT,” with the same energy as a TSA agent at LaGuardia who will yell at you to stand back if you approach them to ask a question that has already been answered.

I’m not sure whose fault this is, but I’m just going to blame Eric Adams. You can always blame the mayor of New York and then a decade after they’re out of office, they’ll get a couple of buildings named after them. 

Commuting home at the end of the day, unreasonably exhausted from not doing much of anything, and then being responsible for making my own dinner seems cruel and unusual.

I now have a new respect for the people who work all day, come home to kids to raise, make dinner, and then sleep poorly, only to make a paltry sum of money the next day at work. 

Like I said, I have decided that I am not meant to work for a living. 

I’ve just started another year of school, so I won’t have to rejoin the workforce for another year. Corporate America will have to wait with bated breath for my return. 

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

23 & Me: 23 Trips Around the Sun

I think that if there is one thing that this blog has made clear, it’s that I am a very lucky girl: I have beautiful friends, I get to do the thing that I love by being a writer, and I have a lot of fun a lot of the time. I don’t want much else.

I never feel this more than on my birthday, when my friends and family come together to celebrate me.

Since my birthday fell on a Saturday this year, I planned a day of festivities.

First, my cousin Olivia and I started our day at The Mermaid Spa in Coney Island, a Russian banya spa with a reputation for being the best, most-authentically Russian place to spend an afternoon in New York City. Russian is the primary language spoken by the staff and patrons. Men spoke to me in Russian and then subsequently asked my blank face if I spoke the language. 

If you ever wanted to eat borsch and inhale steam, this is your place. It costs $50 for 4 hours of spa time, making it girl-on-a-budget-friendly. 

For these four hours, you can enjoy saunas, steam rooms, polar plunges, and a banya room where you can smack yourself on the back with banya leaves. All of it leaves your skin feeling supple and your mind feeling pleasantly empty. I’m shocked that some twenty-something Tik-Toker has not yet made this place outrageously famous to the point of not being able to get through the door.

We got massages from a masseuse who made questionable comments throughout. Pro tip: don’t make comments about your customers’ bodies when you work for tips and also just don’t do that in general.

I didn’t think that I held that much tension in my neck until my masseuse rubbed it and asked me if I’d had a previous neck injury. When I said that I didn’t and asked her why, she told me that she thought I had a bone popping out, but that turned out to just be a knot.

Following that, I set out with six of my main squeezes to go to Cafe Wha?, a live music bar downtown. Having previously gone out to Cafe Wha? with my workshop, I knew what to expect. The house band at Cafe Wha? always brings the house down. 

I invited my friends from various walks of life, none of whom knew each other and therefore were in for a night of introductions and small talk, hopefully without resorting to ice breakers.

Once the music started, my table got lightly serenaded by the house band on account of it being my birthday.

I may have slightly undone the work of my neck massage by handbanging the entire night. 

One of the best parts about being born during Pride month, is the festivities going on around me on the day of. Every Sunday during Pride month, Oscar Wilde, a 28th Street Bar, does drag brunch. 

I wanted a drag queen for my birthday, so I set out for Oscar Wilde, feeling a little icky after being a tad overserved the night before, and then walked home, catching a piece of that morning’s Pride parade.

So far being 23 feels a lot like being 22. I’m still dealing with adult acne every morning when I wake up and look in the mirror, yet I’m at an age where it’s possible for me to get married, as many of my peers already have. I still have a million questions about what I should be doing with my life as people with whom I went to high school post about getting engaged on Facebook with increasing regularity.

Regardless, I’m in a good place. 

Thank you again to the people who showed up for me. I will always remember and appreciate it.

And happy birthday to me!

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

P.S.: Check out my previous blog post about when I saw the play Appropriate on Broadway

Appropriate on Broadway

A couple of weeks ago, as an early birthday present from my friend David, I went to see the Tony-nominated play Appropriate by Branden Jacobs-Jenkins, starring Sarah Paulson, during the final weeks of its run. 

I was seated so high up in the gods that parts of the stage were cut off, but any seat is worth it for such an incredible play. 

The premise of Appropriate is as follows:

When the patriarch of a family dies, his adult children must come together to go through his belongings for an estate sale and, in doing so, come across items that hint at his racist past. The family must then decide what they believe about him and reconcile the father that they loved with the man that they never knew. 

It is a very warm and fuzzy play.

The idea of race looms large in this story, despite it coming from an all-white cast. It reminded me of The Thanksgiving Play in that respect. It is very apropos to our current discourse, in which everyone is subject to reappraisal and scrutiny, even when they were a product of their time. 

The father is the main character, despite never appearing in the play. It is an impressive sleight of hand from Jenkins who wrote a play that crackled with wit and verve.

There are plenty of funny moments to inject some levity into an otherwise deadly-serious play and there were more than a few audible gasps from the audience.

Appropriate is a many-layered play. Annoying, unlikeable characters are proven right when it comes to the character’s racism and characters who are proven wrong about it aren’t always annoying or unlikeable. 

Sarah Paulson was incredible, making her voice hoarse to convey how run-ragged her character has become, while delivering monologues that most stage actors only dream of.

The ending was perfectly cinematic and unless you’ve seen it, you won’t know what I’m talking about. 

Following the show, I did the same move that I always do and made a pit stop at Jollibee. Like all sane people, I avoid Times Square like the plague and only venture in that direction when going to see a Broadway show. I always think to myself, if I’m already in Times Square, I might as well go to the Jollibee for dinner, the only thing I like about Times Square.

Regardless of what your Broadway show-ritual is, you should go and see Appropriate the next time it’s on Broadway and judge for yourself.

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

Billy Joel at Madison Square Garden

“Don’t get your knickers in a twist. I’m not Mick Jagger”

–Billy Joel, Madison Square Garden, June 8, 2024

When Billy Joel announced that he was ending his decade-long stint as an artist in residence at Madison Square Garden, I spent the next couple of days on StubHub making sure that I got a pair of tickets. I’d wanted to see him in concert for the past five years at least and never got around to it. 

With Bill being in his 70s and his residency about to wrap up, I really couldn’t afford to drag my feet on seeing him in concert.

He was scheduled to give 150 performances and my cousin Olivia and I went to see number 149. We were seated behind the stage, watching it on a partially-obscured jumbotron, but we could hear everything perfectly. 

It was a pretty good crowd for a Saturday (wink, wink). Everyone else was about a quarter century older than us, but you’re never too young to appreciate good music. A juicy crowd showed up to see him perform and once the crowd had fattened up enough, he took to the stage to earsplitting applause.

He performed with such assuredness, making it look easy. For the record, he is also very funny, telling us that his eyes were leaky because he was 74 (the crowd cheered for this fact) and that his eyes started leaking when he announced his retirement from Madison Square Garden, causing numerous news outlets to report that he was crying. 

I did a lot of off-pitch singing and shaky camera work throughout the night. My personal favorite of his has always been Vienna, which he did almost right out the gate. On more than one occasion, I thought I was going to cry, but kept it together through Vienna and New York State of Mind

He’s gotten over his aversion to performing Uptown Girl, which he did about midway through. His 8 year old daughter, Bella joined him on stage for several of his songs, rolling around the piano and the floor, while her dad performed above her head. 

Finally, as the night started to wind down, he sat at his piano with a harmonica and did “Piano Man.” On the line “it’s a pretty big crowd for a Saturday” the audience went wild.

At one point during the chorus, he stopped playing and listened to us sing his song to him. He listened to us shout “sing us a song, you’re the piano man, sing us a song tonight, because we’re all in the mood for a melody, and you’ve got us feeling alright.”

Afterwards, he exited the stage to chants of “BILLY! BILLY!” and then returned to give an encore of We Didn’t Start the Fire, It’s Still Rock and Roll to Me, and a whole smattering of others. 

He played all of his hits, except for Just the Way You Are, but I will live with this.

Olivia and I left shortly thereafter, our ears ringing, as we weaved through the throngs of people selling fake, overpriced Billy Joel t-shirts outside. I bought a “149th” concert t-shirt that will serve as a pretty comfortable sleep-shirt for years to come.

So, what to say to sum it all up when you’ve witnessed a rock-and-roll legend giving one of their final performances at one of the most famous venues in the world? I can’t sum it all up; I can hardly even describe it. I just enjoy the memory of having seen it and remind myself of how lucky I am to have done so.

Olivia and I walked away from Madison Square Garden, in a New York state of mind. 

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel

Farewell San Fran

“…Off to see the world

There’s such a lot of world to see.”

Moon River, from the movie Breakfast at Tiffany’s

In the heart of Golden Gate Park, there’s a serene garden called the Japanese Tea Garden. It has gently combed gravel designed for meditation, statues of Buddha, koi fish in reflecting ponds, bridges you can climb over, and a tea house to eat in. 

It’s free to the public on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays before 10 AM, so on my final day in San Francisco, I went there for breakfast.

I had green tea and what was basically well-seasoned chicken nuggets for breakfast, but with a lovely view of bonsai trees.

After that, I stayed in Golden Gate Park to go to the California Academy of Science, where I watched butterflies land on students’ backpacks in an indoor rainforest, and penguins dive into the water of an aquarium, before falling asleep in a warm, dark planetarium.

I took a ride on a cable car as a last hurrah and got some of my best views of the city by far. I couldn’t have envisioned a better final day in San Francisco. 

My initial impression was that San Francisco was a charmingly-messy, mild-mannered city.  

My new, better-informed impression is that San Francisco is a moody town that’s constantly reinventing itself. It’s in a troubled time, crippled by a homelessness epidemic that is distressing to think about, much less look at head-on, and a gentrified, monocultural tailspin with no end in sight. 

But I believe that it will prevail. 

So much of what I saw fit the reputation of classic San Francisco. 

I saw two men having sex on a nude beach and had them look back at me with a “you lost, girl?” look. Likewise, I was offered magic mushrooms by a guy on the street, which I politely declined. A building had Jimmy Hendrix painted on the side of it, because he’d once lived there, but it had since been converted to a pet shop– the undercurrent of rock n’ roll being never far behind.

I managed to beat the heat for about five days at the start of summer by being in foggy San Francisco, famous for its mild weather year round. 

Another beautiful San Fran attraction that you should visit in Golden Gate Park. Please ignore the little boy picking at his underwear.

This trip marks one of the first times I’ve voluntarily ventured out into the world. As a person who likes her solitude, I often have to force myself to leave my house, but I wanted to experience the world, since there’s such a lot of world to see.

While in San Francisco, I stumbled upon a nude beach, walked across The Golden Gate Bridge, tried to get the attention of some sea lions at Fisherman’s Wharf on Pier 39, visited a Japanese Tea Garden, did some thrifting, and rode in a few self-driving cars and cable cars. There are still many more things I’d like to do in San Francisco: taking a trip to Alcatraz and properly seeing Lombard Street both come to mind. But for now, I’ve gotten my fill of the city and will be thinking about it for a while to come.

Thank you again Raj for letting me stay with you and helping me learn enough for my novel. I will never forget it. 

The Tragic Queen,

Raquel